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well...my life is pretty boring. there isnt much to say..my friends are my whole life..without them--i wouldnt be here..literally, i would have ended my life long ago if it werent for them. you know who you are..thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

sometimes i w0nder....where i would be...if i didnt kn0w yø0...
'n yo0 didnt kno me...whø w0uld i LaUgH & cry with in the end...
where would i be w/o....my best friend

why should i care,
cause you weren't there
when i was scared..
i was so alone.
you need to listen,
i'm starting to trip,
i'm losing my grip,
and i'm in this thing alone

what's wrong with my tongue?
these words keep slipping away
i stutter,
i stumble like i've got nothing to say

if you wanna bring me down,
go ahead and try.
go ahead and try,
try to look me in the eye,
but you'll never see inside
until you realize
[*i'M nOt NoBoDy'S fOoL*]

and it hurts my soul
cause i can't let go
all these walls are caving in
i can't stop my suffering
i hate to show that i've lost control
i keep goin' right back to the one thing
that i need to

walk away from

when they push
when they pull
tell me, can you hold on?
when they say you should change,
can you lift your head high and stay strong?
will you give up, give in
when your heart's crying out that it's wrong?
will you love you for you,
at the end of it all?






closer to the edge
that i've ever been
sitting alone, crying
waiting for the end
it seems as if i'm happy
that's the way it looks to them,
"she's happy all the time,
always has a smile,
can brighten anyone's day,
she always knows what to say"
no one can see my sadness
it's like all i do is hide
i wish they all could see
the pain i have inside.
my yearn to be happy,
my longing to be free,
inside i realize..
that person was never me.
i'm not the one they think i am,
i wish they could understand.
i just acted that way so they wouldn't worry,
so no one had to care.
 
you can't run from your pain,
can't run from your guilt.
you can't run from your shame,
can't run from how you feel.
you have to take your consequences
and learn to move on,
as bad as some things seem,
try to hold on.

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alot of the things you see on my site are quotes i like, lyrics i like, poems i like/write, and little things like that..i hope you enjoy it-but if for some (crazy) reason you dont, then you probably shouldnt have come here in the first place! everyone has a different style, and this is mine! Mad Love